onwards

[nowiammyself]

from here on I want to accept my reality, whatever it may be at that moment in time. 

I want friends who are good people and who inspire me to be better. 

I want to be more social while at the same time, I want to live alone. I want to focus on creating, whether it be writing or learning to play guitar for real or painting or drawing or picking up pottery. I want to create, not consume.

I want to only buy that which is necessary and well made and work on thrifting or supporting local. Local art, local music, local produce.

I want to consistently work out, even if it’s just a little each day, because it helps regulate my emotions and it makes me feel good and confident.

I want to stop hating myself and feeling sorry for myself. I want a fun, cozy life with people who choose to have me in theirs.

Less angry and anxiety ridden screen time, more reading, more creating, more real solitude, more quality time with quality people.